被压抑的心

Thanks God Father Lord, I get my PTPTN.
之前还一直很担忧，万一借不到的话，我就真的不能继续念书了。这不是说笑的。

上了半个学期的课，我仍旧对所有的科目一知半解。
对不起，妈妈！我知道您对我的期望是特别高的，而我也很努力的在维持着你所希望的东西，但是，现在，我真的不知道能不能再办到。
明天要考试了，我现在正努力的背书。
我知道我不能让您是失望的，可是，我怕我办不到。

我现在真的很怕……很怕我读不下去了……

Everyday go to school, every time in the class, I try to pretend that I might know what the lecturers are teaching. But, after the class, I feel that I actually know nothing, but a big question.
Every time in the tutorial class, others seem like know the topic very well, but me.....nothing at all.

I try to follow others' path,but I'm not sure whether i can do it or not. I try to read more, to understand more, but time seem nor enough for me to do so.
Every day struggle with my reports and assignments.

加油吧！我只能如此说服自己。
其实，我很佩服那位朋友那么的有勇气转来自己不熟悉的课系。

隆重宣布：各位，我只想好好的过我的生活，请勿打扰我！